March 21, 2018
This drawing comes from my short poem called "And, no End." Ever since I decided to FREE myself from my strongest "inner and outer chains," those whimsical characters that you will see in many of my poems, started showing up. They wouldn't leave until I would write down the messages they had for me. I was astounded by the wisdom they were bringing into my life. How is it possible that a character from my imagination may know more than I do? I would eventually learn that most of them represented some part of me, a part that was neglected, or often a suppressed EMOTION. I was discovering the greatness of our subconscious mind. As a child I loved fairytales and cartoon drawings. And now, as an adult, when I was giving up on life, my tiny characters reached out to me, and through my dialogs with them, they lead me to incredible, ultimate healing.
The following was at the end of this paragraph, I took it out as Julian thought it maybe too long.
From oppression of communism regime, from years of abusive relationship, financial struggles and battles with our cold-hearted legal system (for basic child support), and eventually from years of learned worthlessness, I rise STRONGER and FREER than ever. My life is still somewhat rough, I will probably always work on self-mastery as I know it is good for me, but now music is back in my heart. I am back to producing my forgotten songs, back to drawing and making my creative products, I am slowly but PERMANENTLY getting back in shape, and I finally published my first book with 50 poems that helped me accomplish all that. I dream and hope that maybe those little characters will have life after me, and will continue helping, inspiring and entertaining others.
This drawing comes from my short poem called "And, no End." Ever since I decided to FREE myself from my strongest "inner and outer chains," those whimsical characters that you will see in many of my poems, started showing up. They wouldn't leave until I would write down the messages they had for me. I was astounded by the wisdom they were bringing into my life. How is it possible that a character from my imagination may know more than I do? I would eventually learn that most of them represented some part of me, a part that was neglected, or often a suppressed EMOTION. I was discovering the greatness of our subconscious mind. As a child I loved fairytales and cartoon drawings. And now, as an adult, when I was giving up on life, my tiny characters reached out to me, and through my dialogs with them, they lead me to incredible, ultimate healing.
The following was at the end of this paragraph, I took it out as Julian thought it maybe too long.
From oppression of communism regime, from years of abusive relationship, financial struggles and battles with our cold-hearted legal system (for basic child support), and eventually from years of learned worthlessness, I rise STRONGER and FREER than ever. My life is still somewhat rough, I will probably always work on self-mastery as I know it is good for me, but now music is back in my heart. I am back to producing my forgotten songs, back to drawing and making my creative products, I am slowly but PERMANENTLY getting back in shape, and I finally published my first book with 50 poems that helped me accomplish all that. I dream and hope that maybe those little characters will have life after me, and will continue helping, inspiring and entertaining others.
I can't find where I wrote about it. I liked it. It shows it is in "About" section but it is not.
Some people ask me to describe my work in one sentence? Hmm... I don't know what it will be for others but for me it is a journey into the creative powers of subconscious mind. Imagine yourself standing on one side of the
Imagine yourself standing on one side of the abyss - in the world of our logical Self, our human self, sometimes struggling, sometimes insecure, alone or confused. On the other side - the world of unknown, the divine mystery, the subconscious, the wonder of imagination. Writing down, since early childhood, her inner dialogs, poems, songs and stories became a form of survival, an escape from the world she had to deal with, and at the same time a bridge to her own core of being.
Some people ask me to describe my work in one sentence? Hmm... I don't know what it will be for others but for me it is a journey into the creative powers of subconscious mind. Imagine yourself standing on one side of the
Imagine yourself standing on one side of the abyss - in the world of our logical Self, our human self, sometimes struggling, sometimes insecure, alone or confused. On the other side - the world of unknown, the divine mystery, the subconscious, the wonder of imagination. Writing down, since early childhood, her inner dialogs, poems, songs and stories became a form of survival, an escape from the world she had to deal with, and at the same time a bridge to her own core of being.
From May 1st, 2016, before Mother's Day, and I had my video for mothers.
My most popular song from the collections of my Songs for a Mother's Heart on iTunes is Like a Mother Loves Her Child. (It used to be Thomas, My Little Brother, but I lost all the sale points when I changed distributor). I want to thank you all for listening and buying my songs for children. Since Mother's Day is approaching I decided to honor all the wonderful mothers with this simple video. Thank you for all the pictures some of you sent me. I will keep collecting special pictures from you, and I will then make this video better. For now, here it is - HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
My most popular song from the collections of my Songs for a Mother's Heart on iTunes is Like a Mother Loves Her Child. (It used to be Thomas, My Little Brother, but I lost all the sale points when I changed distributor). I want to thank you all for listening and buying my songs for children. Since Mother's Day is approaching I decided to honor all the wonderful mothers with this simple video. Thank you for all the pictures some of you sent me. I will keep collecting special pictures from you, and I will then make this video better. For now, here it is - HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
My Notes
Here is a copy of what I had originally under my NEWS on HOme page about Winged Brothers, but I decided to keep that a secret until I can really share it with the Documentary Video. So here is my original writing:
I am currently working on a final production of Winged Brothers, a song I wrote many years ago. I recently learned that somehow this song had its own wings... I had no clue that it became known and popular in my country. Can you imagine my shock when I saw Franciscan Monks and crowds of young people singing my song from the top of their lungs, and they also have the dance motions to it! I would love to make a film about how this song got from me singing it in the mountains to small groups of Christians in underground gatherings (it was during Communist regime in Poland) to the crowds of people joyfully singing today. Watch one of the videos HERE.
Here is a copy of what I had originally under my NEWS on HOme page about Winged Brothers, but I decided to keep that a secret until I can really share it with the Documentary Video. So here is my original writing:
I am currently working on a final production of Winged Brothers, a song I wrote many years ago. I recently learned that somehow this song had its own wings... I had no clue that it became known and popular in my country. Can you imagine my shock when I saw Franciscan Monks and crowds of young people singing my song from the top of their lungs, and they also have the dance motions to it! I would love to make a film about how this song got from me singing it in the mountains to small groups of Christians in underground gatherings (it was during Communist regime in Poland) to the crowds of people joyfully singing today. Watch one of the videos HERE.
Domestic Violence is more than physical abuse. It has many dimensions—NEGLECT, FINANCIAL EXPLOITATION, etc., physical force is only one of them.